slacker

i've been slacking off like CRAZY.
oh jeez its going to catch up to me -__-
november resolution,
[STOP BEING A PROCRASTINATOR]

hrm, i havnt written a entry in awhileso i'll makethis
super long let's see.
HIGHLIGHTS:

october seventeenth: homecoming!
-homecoming at mclean highschoool.
getting ready at seanoh's beautiful house.
he has a flippping, hottub & sauna in his house
i love his house! im gonnnaa live in his basement.
gettinng ready, took a while -_-
gosh guys are so lucky, they dont have to do anything
but then at the same time i kind of like getting ready
makeup, hair, dress, nails, etc. its fun being girly.
then Chef Geoff's (not chef jeffs)
HOLY BEJESUS. so expensive.... burned a whole
in EVERYONES wallet. i swear. but it was so good.
i got a steak, teeheee. when we finished. i was so full
i felt like a prego. THE DANCE! haha it was fun, but
eveyrone else wasnt really like party mood ):
so had to tone it down. darneeetttttt. but it was fun<3

october eighteenth:
two months!

october twentyfourth:
chill--Flinthill Homecoming
jaeeechoooo, came over my house.
hahhha we baked brownies and watched pokemon
what a great combo. we're the biggest dorks ever
but its okay! (: he actually pointed a mistake out in that movie
he's SO cool. after bojangling like crazy. off to homecoming i went.
it was lame as i predicted. -_____- but sleepover at maevies, love that girl.

octoberthirtyfirst:
HALLOWEEN
STACYJEON IS THE CUTEST THING A LIVE<3
chipotle took forever to get, like fivemillion hours.
but i saw so many people, i havnt seen in ages!
then trick or treated chaperoning stacy, she was a devil
but the cutest devil ever. hahah then INTENSE uno at andrew's house
i knocked out at his basement, it was so cold though -___-

October was pretty fun,
but let's make November even better!

bojangle

urbandictionary
bojangler: noun a person who wastes time, takes too long to get ready, or is always late and leaves everyone waiting
[this word basically sums up my weekend]

homecoming 2009?
let's see if it will be good or just a waste.

PSAT this wednesday. eff -_-

TIRED, ABOUT TO PASS OUT.
peace blogspot.

runaway with me

let's go runaway from the city,
forget about all our troubles and
party till fourAM
then pass out under the sunrise
at night just lay out a sleepingbag to
s t a r g a z e
and just pick them from the sky.
oh boy do i miss summer already.

i know running away from your problems
don't solve anything, but it would be such
a nice vacation from the stress society gives us
but i just have to suck it up and get with it.

dis·ap·point

v.tr.

1. To fail to satisfy the hope, desire, or expectation of.

2. To frustrate or thwart:

i'm getting tired of it.

i'd never tell you but i love it when you call 
me baby;
and when you sneak up on me and tickle me;
i'd never tell you but i love
 it when you make fun of me
& when 
you look at me with those eyes

restart button

Every day it's like a restart button,
a brand new day.

Each day brings us surprises
both good and bad.

The good times seem to go by so quickly
The bad times seem to last painstakingly long

Feelings are unclear
Most things seem so unfair making us think life is unfair

The chase is never ending of finding our meaning in this world.
We get hurt and at the same time we hurt others
We smile, laugh, cry, get mad

We put on this mask, to show people what we want them to see
all for different reasons, maybe to impress people or hide your true self that you want to keep secret

We jam, headbang, sing along with music
We go experiment and party
We realize that even the best friends come and go
We love and fight
We learn as much as we can

And the day quickly comes to an end,

For me
at the ending of each day
I look up
and pray for strength, wisdom and forgiveness
So that when the new day comes
I'll be more prepared,
and maybe it'll be better.

three weeks till school. not tight.

I really need to/want to:
- learn how to drive + cars
- pierce my ears
- get my summer reading book
- go to the beach
- learn how to cook
- tan

so i got my permit, but still havn't tried driving.
richard told me, i'm going to be those girls that
help the stereotype of how asians are horrible at driving.
psh i'm going to prove him wrong. i'm going to be like tokyodrift level man.
watch out world, mina moon is on the road now!

pool yesterday? tiiighhht. dunking is fun.
but being dunked. . .oh jeez. so much water up my nose man.
i think i got a wee bit tanner. i wish i wasn't like albino.
i need to tan way more. before summer is done.
oh yeah, jenny pushed me -_- leading me to falling in
then crashing into the pool wall, knees OWNED.
only stuff like this happens to me. oh jeez.
ended with a sleepover with my bestfrand

todaaay i was talking to jae about jobs, excerpt:
Jae: i went from like fireman to army to airforce to doctor to lawyer to businessman to engineer to marines to casino manager to marines then entrepreneur now back to marines haha

Me: i wanna be succcessful in life. PERIOD
it got me thinking, i don't know what to do. right now i'm interested in business. but i don't know what my passion is... oh well. i guess i'll figure out later in life.

p.s. : i saw a shooting star last night.
it was pretty then i made a wish.

realize

i think i keep in things too much.
so i decided to create this blog.
maybe it will help.
maybe it won't.
i'll e x p e r i m e n t

i think i have insomnia.
no more rem sleep.
too much thinking.
no more d r e a m i n g

all the people that are so close to me
are leaving one by one
growing up, going to the adult world.
wow time does go by fast.
it made me realize, i need to get ready.
i need to become more s e r i o u s

i looked up what self-esteem was.
self-esteem: noun- a confidence and satisfaction in oneself
as i learn more about myself, i realized something
i have n o n e

it rained a lot today.
i hope the sky cleared up.
i love it when the stars are so luminous
it looks like you can pick them from the sky.
i'm going to stargaze at threeAM, but the sky is probably going to be still cloudy.
or maybe i'll be l u c k y