restart button

Every day it's like a restart button,
a brand new day.

Each day brings us surprises
both good and bad.

The good times seem to go by so quickly
The bad times seem to last painstakingly long

Feelings are unclear
Most things seem so unfair making us think life is unfair

The chase is never ending of finding our meaning in this world.
We get hurt and at the same time we hurt others
We smile, laugh, cry, get mad

We put on this mask, to show people what we want them to see
all for different reasons, maybe to impress people or hide your true self that you want to keep secret

We jam, headbang, sing along with music
We go experiment and party
We realize that even the best friends come and go
We love and fight
We learn as much as we can

And the day quickly comes to an end,

For me
at the ending of each day
I look up
and pray for strength, wisdom and forgiveness
So that when the new day comes
I'll be more prepared,
and maybe it'll be better.

three weeks till school. not tight.

I really need to/want to:
- learn how to drive + cars
- pierce my ears
- get my summer reading book
- go to the beach
- learn how to cook
- tan

so i got my permit, but still havn't tried driving.
richard told me, i'm going to be those girls that
help the stereotype of how asians are horrible at driving.
psh i'm going to prove him wrong. i'm going to be like tokyodrift level man.
watch out world, mina moon is on the road now!

pool yesterday? tiiighhht. dunking is fun.
but being dunked. . .oh jeez. so much water up my nose man.
i think i got a wee bit tanner. i wish i wasn't like albino.
i need to tan way more. before summer is done.
oh yeah, jenny pushed me -_- leading me to falling in
then crashing into the pool wall, knees OWNED.
only stuff like this happens to me. oh jeez.
ended with a sleepover with my bestfrand

todaaay i was talking to jae about jobs, excerpt:
Jae: i went from like fireman to army to airforce to doctor to lawyer to businessman to engineer to marines to casino manager to marines then entrepreneur now back to marines haha

Me: i wanna be succcessful in life. PERIOD
it got me thinking, i don't know what to do. right now i'm interested in business. but i don't know what my passion is... oh well. i guess i'll figure out later in life.

p.s. : i saw a shooting star last night.
it was pretty then i made a wish.

realize

i think i keep in things too much.
so i decided to create this blog.
maybe it will help.
maybe it won't.
i'll e x p e r i m e n t

i think i have insomnia.
no more rem sleep.
too much thinking.
no more d r e a m i n g

all the people that are so close to me
are leaving one by one
growing up, going to the adult world.
wow time does go by fast.
it made me realize, i need to get ready.
i need to become more s e r i o u s

i looked up what self-esteem was.
self-esteem: noun- a confidence and satisfaction in oneself
as i learn more about myself, i realized something
i have n o n e

it rained a lot today.
i hope the sky cleared up.
i love it when the stars are so luminous
it looks like you can pick them from the sky.
i'm going to stargaze at threeAM, but the sky is probably going to be still cloudy.
or maybe i'll be l u c k y