Today was the first day of my junior year. Wow.
I'm a junior. Only 643 more days till graduation day.

In a blink of an eye so many things are changing.

I've realized I've lost so many people, for the reason of me "changing"
First I denied it, I really didn't think I changed.
Now yeah, I realize it. But I still don't get why it hurt our friendship in anyway?
But it made me realize I can find better friends than friends that "dump" me in less than a second because of some change.

What, but now.
I can NOT wait for three things.

1. Applying for colleges.
2. Turning Eighteen.
3. Graduation day.

I'm driving soon.
I remember dreaming about driving when I was a little girl.
I wanted a pink barbie convertible, with pink heart sunglasses.
Cute. Now I realize how before everything seemed so easy, not it's all work work work.
I did't even think of the whole driving aspect.. I already jumped to my imagination about my car.

Oh jeez. I kind of miss those days where all you had to worry about was what to eat and which crayon color to use to color for my coloring book.
Now it's anything lower than an A = DEATH&FAILURE.
You know, absolutely no pressure at all..

Well now I can check off one day of my highschool career part 3.
Now only fivemillion more.
Goodbye.

a couple more days till one year with him.
a couple more weeks till school.
a couple more months and i graduate junior year.
a couple more years and i graduate highschool altogether.

wow. time flies doesn't it?

these past sixteen years have been crazy.
but it's only been sixteen.
i'm so excited to see what's going to happen next.

will i have the same friends?
will i have the same boyfriend?
will i still be stuck here in virginia?
will i even go to college?

well all i can do is just let life be.
let's see what happens.