realize

i think i keep in things too much.
so i decided to create this blog.
maybe it will help.
maybe it won't.
i'll e x p e r i m e n t

i think i have insomnia.
no more rem sleep.
too much thinking.
no more d r e a m i n g

all the people that are so close to me
are leaving one by one
growing up, going to the adult world.
wow time does go by fast.
it made me realize, i need to get ready.
i need to become more s e r i o u s

i looked up what self-esteem was.
self-esteem: noun- a confidence and satisfaction in oneself
as i learn more about myself, i realized something
i have n o n e

it rained a lot today.
i hope the sky cleared up.
i love it when the stars are so luminous
it looks like you can pick them from the sky.
i'm going to stargaze at threeAM, but the sky is probably going to be still cloudy.
or maybe i'll be l u c k y