life of minamoon

Dear Followers,
(Actually I don't think I have any. ): )

But anyways. I'm very bored right now. I've been sitting out in the hallway for the past hour, since it's my free period and there's no where to sit. GREAT now my butt's numb. Anyways, I was really bored so I decided to blog.

Yesterday I thought about so much, especially about what happened.
What happened to one of the closest friends I've ever had?
Why did I let her go so easily?
Why did we literally just breakup?
Why did I automatically just assume she was being too dramatic and give up?

I thought about it, and the big fight, well it really wasn't any of our faults.
Well I was talking to my tutor about just everything and he told me how my personality is like.
My personality is more of a feeler apparently. I don't really know how to explain it.
But I just go with what I want to do. I don't really care about what I should do, I mean of course I do.
But I'd rather go have fun and do what I want rather than be like this is what I have to do, and I'm doing it.
I'm very open-minded so it's easier for me to see perspectives of other people.
Well I'm not sure if all of that is true, but I know I definitely am not responsible.

And my bestfriend? I kind of thought about how her personality is and I think this is it.
She's basically the complete opposite. She loves order, she loves knowing everything.
The best way to explain her is she's very black & white. She sees it as if she has a list of things to do everyday.
And she always tries to fit it in for her priorities. Me, being the person that I am, I guess couldn't fill her expectations.

I guess I'm more of a girl where, I can just stop talking with someone I'm close with for a long period of time.
Then pick it up randomly and be the same way. It doesn't mean I hate you or I lost interest in you, I guess I was
doing other things. But that doesn't mean that person I care for isn't a priority. It's just I'm more of a person where
if I see it, I interact with it. I have to be reminded constantly. I don't know I could rant on about this, but I know finally how to change a bit. But not fully, I don't think it will satisfy her, but I'm atleast going to try. Becasue this girl, she was completely different from all the other friends I've had. Let's see what happens!

OH! So basically I'm going on a trip to the beach MAYBE. If I can pull it off. And I'm really really really really really excited!
This trip reminds me of [y] -_-, who I'm currently aosijfasiof at. -_-
Gosh that jerk. Anyways I'm very excited to go to this Chinkowhatever Island place. I don't even know how to pronounce it or spell it, thats how you gotta know it's going to be exciting ! At this place there's apparently horses on the beach. There's the ocean and the sand. The beach house. The cute boardwalk stores. The boardwalk. Maybe there's even one of those cute amusement parks! I don't know people are planning to go party there, but I think I'm going to be exploring there more than drink or whatever. See I guess partying can be fun, it's just I think it's a waste. You know? You're at this beach which I get to go like once a year. I could party any other time of the year. I want to stargaze there! I bet the stars will be beautiful there, and I want to see the sunset. But I think people will be too intoxicated, so those are my solo trips, which I don't mind! (:
So my mini solo plans for myself, I Mina Moon, will:
1. Explore the boardwalk area.
2. Make a HUGE sandcastle.
3. Stargaze on the beach.
4. Wake up really early, and watch the sunrise or either the sunset.
5. Tan<3
6. Look for a hermit crab!
7. Look for the horses there and take pictures with them

Let's see if I complete all of them. I would be very proud of myself !

So now, you know what? This if the final thing I'm going to rant about.
SOPHOMORE YEAR IS ALMOST OVER.

Okay, sorry i'm just very excited.
i'm done with half of my highschool career.
i know its a long time till I graduate, but i just can't believe that I'm going to be a junior already.
I've always seen myself stuck as a little elementary school kid.
But now I'm a junior. One more year closer to, June 4th, 2010.
Class of 2012. Future Class of 2016 of UCLA. TIGHT


Okay, well I don't really want to rant more, so byebyes<3