my face is bloated x908t89479857298572.
i can barely open my eyes.
i look like a freaking hobbang thing.... -_- FML

but anyways.
i don't know what to do.
i thought maybe some sleep would help.
but when i went off to sleep, i couldn't.
i just kept on staring at my fan spinning and spinning.

for some reason, the spinning calmed me down.
it made me just slow down and think.
what happened?
why did it happen?
what's going to happen next?
is it me, is it him, or is it just us?

even after all that thinking and breaking everything down.
i couldn't come down to a conclusion.
it's kind of ironic how the person you care about the most,
who can make you the happiest person ever.
can also make you hurt the most too.
but there must be a reason, why that person is that important.
there must be a reason why you go through and deal with that hurt.

that's one of the things that kept me thinking.
i don't know what to do.
but i guess we'll see what happens.

i don't know what's happening.
i don't know if it's me or everything else.
but i know for sure everything is changing.

Dear Followers,
(Actually I don't think I have any. ): )

But anyways. I'm very bored right now. I've been sitting out in the hallway for the past hour, since it's my free period and there's no where to sit. GREAT now my butt's numb. Anyways, I was really bored so I decided to blog.

Yesterday I thought about so much, especially about what happened.
What happened to one of the closest friends I've ever had?
Why did I let her go so easily?
Why did we literally just breakup?
Why did I automatically just assume she was being too dramatic and give up?

I thought about it, and the big fight, well it really wasn't any of our faults.
Well I was talking to my tutor about just everything and he told me how my personality is like.
My personality is more of a feeler apparently. I don't really know how to explain it.
But I just go with what I want to do. I don't really care about what I should do, I mean of course I do.
But I'd rather go have fun and do what I want rather than be like this is what I have to do, and I'm doing it.
I'm very open-minded so it's easier for me to see perspectives of other people.
Well I'm not sure if all of that is true, but I know I definitely am not responsible.

And my bestfriend? I kind of thought about how her personality is and I think this is it.
She's basically the complete opposite. She loves order, she loves knowing everything.
The best way to explain her is she's very black & white. She sees it as if she has a list of things to do everyday.
And she always tries to fit it in for her priorities. Me, being the person that I am, I guess couldn't fill her expectations.

I guess I'm more of a girl where, I can just stop talking with someone I'm close with for a long period of time.
Then pick it up randomly and be the same way. It doesn't mean I hate you or I lost interest in you, I guess I was
doing other things. But that doesn't mean that person I care for isn't a priority. It's just I'm more of a person where
if I see it, I interact with it. I have to be reminded constantly. I don't know I could rant on about this, but I know finally how to change a bit. But not fully, I don't think it will satisfy her, but I'm atleast going to try. Becasue this girl, she was completely different from all the other friends I've had. Let's see what happens!

OH! So basically I'm going on a trip to the beach MAYBE. If I can pull it off. And I'm really really really really really excited!
This trip reminds me of [y] -_-, who I'm currently aosijfasiof at. -_-
Gosh that jerk. Anyways I'm very excited to go to this Chinkowhatever Island place. I don't even know how to pronounce it or spell it, thats how you gotta know it's going to be exciting ! At this place there's apparently horses on the beach. There's the ocean and the sand. The beach house. The cute boardwalk stores. The boardwalk. Maybe there's even one of those cute amusement parks! I don't know people are planning to go party there, but I think I'm going to be exploring there more than drink or whatever. See I guess partying can be fun, it's just I think it's a waste. You know? You're at this beach which I get to go like once a year. I could party any other time of the year. I want to stargaze there! I bet the stars will be beautiful there, and I want to see the sunset. But I think people will be too intoxicated, so those are my solo trips, which I don't mind! (:
So my mini solo plans for myself, I Mina Moon, will:
1. Explore the boardwalk area.
2. Make a HUGE sandcastle.
3. Stargaze on the beach.
4. Wake up really early, and watch the sunrise or either the sunset.
5. Tan<3
6. Look for a hermit crab!
7. Look for the horses there and take pictures with them

Let's see if I complete all of them. I would be very proud of myself !

So now, you know what? This if the final thing I'm going to rant about.
SOPHOMORE YEAR IS ALMOST OVER.

Okay, sorry i'm just very excited.
i'm done with half of my highschool career.
i know its a long time till I graduate, but i just can't believe that I'm going to be a junior already.
I've always seen myself stuck as a little elementary school kid.
But now I'm a junior. One more year closer to, June 4th, 2010.
Class of 2012. Future Class of 2016 of UCLA. TIGHT


Okay, well I don't really want to rant more, so byebyes<3

two more days till i see [y]

Wishlist:

1. @Annandale: The HUMONGO white bear

2. UCLA hoodie

3.Sperry's

4. Madewell Giftcard

I love how I know what I want when it's NOT my birthday.

And when it is my birthday. I don't know what I want.

I came back from my friend's sleepover.

It was fun.

a

I ate at this AMAZING/ORGASMIC chinese restaurant: Changs?

when i walked in there was in INDOOR pond with koi in it

i loved it already.

then we had lomein, kungpao, shrimp and PEKING DUCK.

i ate till i legit looked like a prego.

After we went cosmic bowling.

Guess who dominated?

ME ME ME ME ME.

but guess who tripped while trying to roll the ball on the first try -_-

sigh me me me.

so embarassing...

the ball almost hit my fooot... SO SCARY.

anyways there are SO many sketchy people at bowling allies.

i never realized , but it WAS like 1am.

so many people were trying to hit on me.

and so many people were drunk too....

it was awkard but other than that it was fun!

i love spending bondage time with these girls<3

after we KTFO.

as soon as we woke up. we went to silver diner's

HOLY. their shakes are like. AMAZING.

i'm going there again. i know it TOO good.

and yes i would have a milkshake at like 9am in the morning.

YOU WOULD TOO.

so adding up how much i ate

probably 98038593275934783295 calories.

bleh. i feel like a blob.

so after i came back home around noon.

It's a saturday & I did absolutely nothing today.

It was like one of those fat days. You feel me?

I basically munched & you can't forget that drama.

I think I need to post like pictures of sexy guys on my room

to inspire me to work out -_-

I can't have sexy people like

Channing Tatum or SEXY taylor lautner

stare at me with my flabbityflabflab.

Another week of school soon.

GREAT. JUST LOVIN' SCHOOL

sike, i'm fiendin' for those college years.

UCLA UCLA UCLA UCLA'

actually it's more like i just want to dip out from 703.

so sick of being with the same people. parents. places

you gotta just get out there and explore.

but take it day by day.

i'll defeat you duncan, don't you worry!

oh yeah duncan is this EVIL chemistry teacher.

she is........... HELL

you might think i'm overexaggerating. but i'm not

i wish i was.

well for some reaosn i'm tired again.

so i'm going to sleep.

goodnight bloggers<3

xo

minamoon

It's March

guys it's march first twothousand&ten!
first day of a new month.

it's basically spring, i'm so excited.
honestly yeah winter is really pretty and everything.
but right now i'm SO sick of it.
now it's not even pretty snow its the ugly dirt snow.
& it's like the cold bitter wind -_-


BUT ITS ACTUALLY GOING UP TO FIFTYDEGREES!

so basically right now
Mina Moon's goal for this month.
- get my chem grade up

gosh, i hate chemistry so much.
actually it's not that bad, it's probably becasue i didn't study in the beginning
so now i'm like effed up for the rest of the year.
i'm going to study! i'm going to prove my teacher I"M AMAZING AT CHEMISTRY.
i mean you know. (:

jesus, berkeley students have like ATLEAST a 4.1 UNWEIGHTED for their gpas.
and i am.............. ANYWAYS.


it's a monday, and i'm at school and i just want springbreak like NOW.
[chotum] was talking to me about how she/he has like NO spring break.
psht whatup with that? public school get on our level come on now.
i guess i have to play with college kids or something ):

this weekend was pretty tight.
- i saw TWO spark's movies.
- [chotum]'s a hater on Dear John
"It actually doesn't matter where you are in the world, it's never bigger than your thumb."
( I CARE)
-don't buy blueberry muffin mix, it's not that good. get that chocolate chip. nawmsayin? (:



well. i dont know what to talk about anymore so.
BYEBYES<3 (:

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Class of 12' That's gonna be me.